Dec. 27, 2021


I always knew…
Well, I had this feeling anyway,
That you were lost,
More lost than most.

You had every chance
To prove me wrong
But with your lies
You strung everyone along

You asked me once if I’d rather
You didn’t exist at all
But you’ve got every right to be
On this planet same as me

That question was loaded
With venom and spite
No matter the answer,
You twist it so you’re right

I didn’t make you self destruct
You did that on your own
How can you love yourself so much,
And still drag yourself down

Nothing’s handed to anyone
There are things you’ve gotta face
Pointing fingers and laying blame
Won’t put you in a better place

And here we are again
Your calls to us
Are nothing but a game
A devious way to deflect your pain

You don’t want help
You want others to fight
Over who did you wrong
And think that it’s our fault

Don’t worry, I feel the guilt
But sorry, I can’t change your ways
You’re unreachable when you inject your veins
Drown your feelings, suck numbness up your nose.